You are the one in my life
You are more beautiful than heaven
The Loves are..., otsuka ai, NEWS, GReeeeN, Big Bang, ikuta toma, SHINee, UVERworld, EXILE, Aqua Timez, aragaki yui, ARASHI, TVXQ/DBSK, AAA, flumpool, ayumi, toda erika, eita, doraemon, Wonder Girls
Helen is uberly super in love wif everything japan. hopes that she can successfully finish architecture in nus for at least 4 yrs. no matter what now, she wants to go Japan and live there happily forever.

Sunday, July 30, 20069:37 PMpS bBq
ps bbq last nite!!
at charissa's hse. only 10 j1s went lah, the others all j2s n alumi pple. annette n i were starting the fire trying to act pro haha, but ya at least we 2 gals managed to start the charcoal burning! quite zai rite yeah. haha the food was quite nice. the prawns were the BEST!! me n binbin were like squattiing beside the pit grabbing the prawns the minute they were cooked. ahhh damn nice can! wanted to eat MORE but hav to leave wif annette, jia ying, jia min, xina n min jun alrdy le, cos min jun lives at chinese garden, needs 2 hrs to get home from serangoon lah! so i hav to forsake my prawn partner n prawns.. bye bye prawns!! i'll miss u all... sobs

Friday, July 28, 20069:16 PMiNvEsTiTuRe
damn amused by council investiture n cca hand over ceremony today. teng n lingling beside me were like laughing n laughing as if they got possessed by the god of madness, so embarassing can. everybody else was either sleeping or boring themselves out, so we had to find some entertainment, which we presumed, the best source was directly from those pple sitting on stage. haha some very ke lian actually, we laughed n critised almost everyone on stage,esp the councillors, they are like super pok. arghh our leaders, can u believed it. since we got the front row seats of the balcony, it was the best view n place to point n joke around without those pple below noticing. haha. at least we spent our 1 half hr worthwhile n enjoying ourselves! =)

congrats to CHERYL, KAIFONG, CHUAN n ANNABEL!!
u gals rocks ;D

n we saw the evaluation for our J1s mid yrs results.
looks like our cohort is beyond cure alrdy, if we cont deluding oursleves n not strive to work harder for promos! haha tis proves tat aj is actually not a mugger sch okay, i mean, look at the failure rate. half of the cohort will be retained if we get the same kinda results for promos. =S HALF!! omg no need for intakes next yr le, we can juz break into 2 levels la. very very bad tsk. how to ensure tat we can pass 2H2 1H1 subjs? wif tat pdg tutor of ours i dunno how.

haiz. i need ur reassurance.

Wednesday, July 26, 200610:08 PMcHaNgE
went pulau tekong for BASIC MILITARY TRAINING CENTRE VISIT today! haha was quite fun. took the ferry to n fro n was quite bumpy la. the bus ride was worse- we like keep bouncing on our seats. then teng's head keep on hitting my shoulder, very funny la haha. we got to know more bout the site touring around the buildings, getting to know wat food rations n stuffs were packed into the soldiers bags, n even hands on the virtual rifle range. ya quite interesting actually. the compressed packed food are really disgusting can, i feel for the soldiers haha. NS so tough!! good luck boys. =)

n there's really a change in blogskin. if anyone notices, it's the words at the right bottom corner of the page. SPOT the difference! but no prize though awwww :D

Monday, July 24, 20069:11 PMdRoP
i juz bit my lips while eating an apple. =X OUCH.

Being next to you feels comfortable.
And sweet, and kind.
The air around us gives me the feeling of melting;
There's no telling how I love you
I hate stupid beds I like stupid beds
It's a strange, not so dear, feeling
It is the cause of my heart secretly fluttering
Your strange habits also make that same, melting, colour
Will this day continue forever?
Ah! Love and Peace!
Being next to you feels comfortable.
And sweet, and kind.
The air around us gives me the feeling of melting;
There's no telling how I love you
I am holding deeply in my heart to more than tears
So let's hold hands and walk forever
I love to be next to you.

so straightforward rite! haha my gal has the talent to write beautiful songs. =)

Saturday, July 22, 20068:42 PMfOrGoT aLrDy
i totally forgot wat i wanted to blog today, nvm haha, i can really stone in front of my notes n not fall asleep la, i realised. but it's okay, i juz glad to be alive wif u.

Wednesday, July 19, 20066:01 PMi DidNt dOnAtE
i didnt manage to donate my blood today! T_T

like i've been wanting to donate since sec 4, but tat time was still underage, so cannot. so tis yr, i happily anticipated tis day to finally be able to put in a helping hand in saving lives.
AND SEE! tat medic guy juz hav to say tat my veins r toooo thin for the needle.
sobs... i was so afraid to hear tat im not eligible to donate tat i was so scared initially, n juz when i was at the last stage ready to insert the needle, the guy hav to tell me tat. cant u tell me earlier or sth, tsk.

i was on the verge of crying when i came out of the room.
n NOBODY offered a word of console.
no one understands.
sobsss.

Tuesday, July 18, 20065:35 PMmR aRi
HE bully me!! i wasnt even feeling sleepy during his physics tutorial loh, juz staring blankly at him, then he had to ask me to go wash my face wif wilson also. NOOO!! how can liddat?? he's so intimidating can, so i had to follow his instructions n go wash my face.
sobs sobs T_T
im so scared of him now. *runs away*



We travel this road to find happiness.
Everyone is a traveler, carrying his own never-healing wounds.
See? You look good with a smile on your face.

Wednesday, July 12, 200610:07 PMPoSh


POSH brownies! look at the size of IT.. so small rite, but looks really nice rite?? but me n lingling were decieved by the cute dark brown thingy. we got CHEATED!! guess wat? it costs $1.50. can u believe it??? cos we couldnt. haiz. it's like even smaller than the palm of my right hand. SO SMALL. n it's so ex. =S

$$ f... l...y... a...w...a...y...


the last bit!! X( couldnt bear to eat it can. me n lingling n kaiFONG's $$... gone .. sobs


Tuesday, July 11, 20066:46 PMsHoRt hAiR
i cut my hair on sunday! wahaha a lot shorter now, i like the new style okay. although it's like from very long to quite short, changes are always good, i presume. =D


We're free to go anywhere we want
We're free to do anything we want
Against what and till when do I keep on fighting?

Sunday, July 9, 20067:30 PMsUrPrIsE
SURPRISE!!
i love u n adore u, but it's time for a change.

thxs lingling for being wif me, i love u too!!

Saturday, July 8, 20064:30 PMwE wOn
yeah interhouse games were fun.
JAGUAR rocks!
floorball gals rulez even more haha.
silver!
the contrasting colour against bronze n gold. though cant really see the diff lah.

Wednesday, July 5, 20064:06 PMwAt'S wiF tHeSe pPLe

juz recently, got 3 pple added me on msn. i enthusiastically attempted to start a convo wif them, hoping to know whether they are either pple from ps or even perhaps acquaintances from aj.
to my horror, these pple are in fact nowhere ajcians, or even close to singapore,
but actually....
places FAR FAR AWAY like UK, glasgow (i tink) n nepal!!!

OMG so i was like,
''where did u get my email from?''
so these pple said they got from forward emails.

HUH? so coincidence tat all same time add me arh???
ahhh tis is so dangerous can.
so d a n g e r o u s.

n they say they wanna know new frens. HAHA
dont lie okay, tink i dunno wat's up in all ur salacious impure brains.
but well, luckily im smart, didnt reveal real identity too, or else they might be some terrorists come bomb our country lah.

so i juz entertain them for a while, hoping to prove tat they r completely decent n sincere in making frens but not other commitments (ahem..)

but to no one's surprise, all FAILED. haiz. wat's the world coming to? sordid n ribald remarks im totally grossed out.

i had no choice but to do the clean n simple steps,
block, n delete.

lesson learn: pls be careful in future k pple, dont fall prey to these kind of strangers on msn!! they are damn sick, n they hav a wrong motive, it's time to choose frens wisely.

Sunday, July 2, 200610:04 PMlAyOuT

new layout!! haha i love tis lah. downloaded tis damn damn damn cool software package designed to make an XP based computer look like OS X, so now, it looks like a mac computer! wahaha. but a window in disguise.

so i shall be happy today n ignore u...

Saturday, July 1, 200611:58 PMu mOrOn
tsk u are damn irritating.
stop doing tat or else i'll never talk to u ever again.