You are the one in my life
You are more beautiful than heaven
♥ ♥ ♥
♫ The Loves are..., otsuka ai, NEWS, GReeeeN, Big Bang, ikuta toma, SHINee, UVERworld, EXILE, Aqua Timez, aragaki yui, ARASHI, TVXQ/DBSK, AAA, flumpool, ayumi, toda erika, eita, doraemon, Wonder Girls
♥ Helen is uberly super in love wif everything japan. hopes that she can successfully finish architecture in nus for at least 4 yrs. no matter what now, she wants to go Japan and live there happily forever.
Friday, June 30, 20069:40 PMtAgGeD
I HAVE BEEN TAGGED.
which was actually a wk ago i dont really bother, but wil has been bugging me to do it for sooo long, so i decided to give him face n compromise. =D

1.Do the following WITHOUT complains.
2.Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this

I HAVE BEEN TAGGED BY: WILSON

favourites
favourite colour: black pink purple
favourite food: jap!
favourite song: natsuzora, n all ai's songs
favourite movie: hmmm, all okay lah, as long as no HORROR
favourite sport: tennis bah, juz tat cannot play
favourite day of the week: thursday
favourite season: winter! esp dec. haha
favourite ice-cream: mint.... got mango anot?

currents
current mood: high - exams OVER!!
current taste: taste in...... wat??
current clothes: tshirt + shorts
current deskstop: ai !!
current toenail: my toenail loh.
current time: 956 pm
current surroundings: home.
current annoyances: no one online!! where the hell r u guys??
current thoughts: i miss euuu =x

first
first best friends: jolene. dunno where is she now...=(
first crush: eugene (wahaha nobody knows anyway)
first movie: harry potter i tink
first lie: ages ago how can rmb
first music: BSB! they rocks

lasts
last cigarette: TSK. im a good gal.
last drink: my dad's orange juice.. sheesh
last car ride: forgot. never see dad very long le so no car rides. =x
last crush: ehh i dont see the need to tell u
last movie: over the hedge
last phone call: my grandma from china! great great doctor i miss her. =D
last CD played: the click five greetings from the imrie house

have you ever
have you ever dated your best friend: noo. no chance to even hav a date yet plss
have you ever broken the law: everyday. all the serial n songs from the net.. SHEESH!!
have you ever been arrested: luckily no
have you ever skinny-dipped: ???
have you been on tv: nope
have you ever kissed someone you don't know: for heavn's sake no lah

things you are wearing: clothes, specs
things you done today: killer physics test, con by wil, listen to hiro songs
things you can hear right now: mamil gold ad - the skin!! (from the tv haha)
thing you do when you are bored: keep saying sianz sianz sianz n goes msn hoping to find someone to talk to

5 people to tag? shall be kind n not tag anyone. =D

12:10 PMtEsT OvEr!
YEAH!!
end of mid-yrs le whoo. wahaha i can finally come online legally. PHYSICS was bad bad, i got a lot of blanks lah, but nvm it's all over, period. we shall see how life gets on next wk when we get back the test papers.

Thursday, June 29, 20067:18 PMsUnRiSe & sEt
he says i got sth wrong up in my head, to wake up at 640am juz to watch the sunrise.
i mean ya, i admit im a little insane here to wanna bother bout the SUN, of all other things, when sleep is actually more preferably a way smarter choice. i bet tat's wat first came to most of u pple's minds when u saw wat i did rite. haha.
i guess it's these 2 wks sort of compensated for the loss of supposed hard work n effort we hav wasted in the past 6 mths, tat actually made me feel like taking a break away from the frenetic days.

initially, i thought i missed the sunrise cos the sky was already lit up a little le. but still i still waited on, not willing to give up yet.
after long, i see a small red ball peeping out behind a cluster of clouds. haha yes, it's the sun. yeah! luckily i didnt miss it. so i watched on intently. the red ball gradually glow wif magnitude, before turing orange, then yellow. or was it white wif a ring of flames? it's too stunting for my eyes, i cant see clearly.
i see pple walking below, hurriedly to the bus stop, not giving a damn for the beautiful luminious sun i had been so obsessed wif.
yes i know u dont care, n nobody cares too, even me dont care, it's like so insignificant. we know it existent, we know it has been giving us life n warmth, but it juz seems so naturally of it to do so, so we dont even bother. it's too stunting, it's too bright, i cant look at it, so i dont care.
CANNOT! juz as the sun has been giving us unconditional love, we too, has to express our gratitude n recognition.
the moon illuminating the sky was much-loved n adored by poets n lovebirds to express longiness n love, then wat bout the SUN?? we cant see it directly wif our naked eyes, so the first appearance at rise or before it's set are the best time to look at it's glory.

i was feeling lethargic after then, so i tried mugging physics. wahhh bad move to lie on the bed n study i tell u, cos i fet soooo sleepy n decided to take a nap. n see, tis nap cost me 2 hrs. TSK TSK.
by the time i woke up it was 1pm le, but i was still feeling tired, so i ate a yoghurt to keep me awake. yum yum! n continued mugging physics.
it was until 4 tat i felt hungry again, n i realised tat i haven eat lunch! the yoghurt is obvious not a meal lah. in due of no mum to stock supplies of food, the fridge was really emptyyy. luckily i managed to find a packet of siew mai in the freezer hidden between some frozen meat. wahhaha yeah.

as there's the start, there will be the end too. i hav watched the sun rise, so how could i miss the sunset??
it juz doesnt seem right rite. so i grabbed my thermal physics notes n went upstairs to sit on the swing, waiting patiently.
time check: 640pm.
haha exactly 12 hrs when i last spent my time wif the sun! so i juz swing n swing, wif the occasionally helicopters on patrol accompanying me. tat kind wif 2 propellers on top de, very cool. it's very serene n peaceful alone under the vast n borderless sky. juz as i was enjoying the transquillity, i notice the red hot sun hiding behind tis block of clouds in the west. haha, of cos it's the west. i had to tip-toe to see the sun descending to below the clouds cos tis stupid roof was blocking me. nvm at least i managed to see its last moment of the day!
yeah.
yeah man.
yeah yeah yeah.
at least i did wat i felt like doing for once, wif no bound, especially at tis difficult moment of our lives. i cant wait for tmr! last day of mid-yrs. JIA YOU everybody!

i hav to get back to physics le, the notes hav been idle for quite some time.
muacks =D


love the SUN, love the EARTH, love URSELF.

Wednesday, June 28, 200611:03 AMtEsT dAy tHrEe
MATHS one word: dieeeeee.
no time to do finish loh, somemore i keep making mistakes, then hav to do over n over again for binomial. arghh hell. then i see lau i got more irritated. he who landing us in tis state. tsk.

Tuesday, June 27, 20064:50 PMtEsT dAy tWo
wahhh ECON n CHEM are worse off.
i didnt even know how to write an econs essay lah, n everybody else was tearing their foolscaps already when i was still stoning at the half-filled paper in front of me. juz kill me plssss. then chem wasnt any better. apparently the science department didnt attempt the qnses themselves, cause it was very obvious tat EVERYbody in the hall couldnt complete the test. slap u. i was juz anyhow shading the boxes for mcq lah, only left TEN mins to do. arghhh i dont wanna fail.

Monday, June 26, 20063:38 PMeXamS dAy 1
GP SUCKS.
me n lingling n wil never write essay outline! *faint*
n i did the stupid mass media qns which i didnt even bother to study for. waste my time loh.
i was the 1st person to put the ans paper in the box somemore, which means it would be the last to be marked.. most probably the teacher juz anyhow read n fail me.
NOOOO!!!

Sunday, June 25, 200610:17 PMmOp tHe fLoOr
when i was mopping the floor juz now, i was reminded of tis special person.
and then i went to iron the clothes, i thought of tat person too.
why always on my mind?

gillian is so pretty, edison is damn shuai!
they are so compatible lah.

11:45 AMsMaRt Me
believe it or NOT, i did tis background skin myself. not the layout though, i kope it from blogskin.com, haha.
but still im proud of it ya.

back to studying! :x

Saturday, June 24, 20069:16 PMiM aLL aLoNe
couldnt resist the urge to play MAPLESTORY today.
2X exp n 2X drop rate!
happy birthday to maple, thxs for the presents.

i tried to study today, energetics is wearing me out.
no mum no dad, who is going to urge me to study?
self-control is terrible.

n there's still a whole week left.

Friday, June 23, 20066:18 PMrEviSiOn
mid-yrs!
OMG so scary.
my concentration span is like damn short, i dunno how to study properly.
plus, im determined to wipe out distraction.
so no tv, no music, no click five, no ai otsuka.
ARGHH.
it's so difficult to be hardworking.

Tuesday, June 20, 200610:06 PMnAtSuSoRa
how we were drawn to each other in early summer; able to find happiness in small things
my tears were soaked by the rain and even though it stopped right away
there was a puddle between the two

the passing summer sky takes the pain along
starving for an unwavering love, I sing softly to the sky... a clear day

the summer flower that lost its petals, I actually liked it
why couldn't I find it? perhaps I wasn't looking for it properly...

the fading summer sky, this sense of ending I keep close to my heart
I want to clearly convey this feeling; singing to the sky softly... rain

the passing summer sky - it's prettier than any other day
I wave to the warm days and softly the days sing to me...

listening repeatedly to tis song, i feel like it's actually trying to say wat i feel in my heart.
it's my favourite song.

Sunday, June 18, 20068:31 PMsOrE tHrOaT lAh
im having a sore throat n it's hurting me!!
cos of my bro lah, pass the germs to my mum, then my mum pass to me.
now the WHOLE family is sick! luckily my dad not in sg, or else fathers'day also sick, not auspicious loh.

hav to eat a lot medicine, haiz. n it seems to be worsening still.
HOW HOW??
sobs--

someone console me.
i hav been drinking porridge for the whole of today.
i wan to eat my kinder bueno badly.

Saturday, June 17, 20068:17 PMsOrE tHrOaT
のどが痛い

Friday, June 16, 20066:36 PMaMk OuTiNg
went AMK central today!! wif gillian. once again, im totally disappointed wif the kbox limited collection of english songs. NO CLICK FIVE!! omg lah. tis is very bad. n wat's wif all the pok pok english mvs wif pok pok women walking around?? haiyoyo.

then we went touring around.
got new stalls in the square! haha so weird never see before. dunno izzit permanent de. i bought poser specs! but for gillian as her early birthday present haha.so she treated me SWEET TALK n cheesecake.
yum yum.=D

n i bought a watch! finally after 6 mths. assume tat we wont hav a clique one so i decided to buy loh. hope it wont spoilt so fast like the previous few. =S

Thursday, June 15, 200610:09 AMBilL's CaR
"My most unusual car is a 959," said Bill Gates.

959 is the legendary classic version of the Porsche 911 worth upward of $200,000.
Bill Gates, the CEO of Microsoft, has a 959, as does his partner Paul Allen. Gates and Allen's are comfort models which means they are not part of the 30 cars originally designated for the US market. Those two, along with two others, were brought in by Bruce Canepa


Wednesday, June 14, 20069:42 PMsTaYovEr
wah finally got time to blog!
had teng sleeping over last nite.. so happy! we chatted on msn tgt haha, then had our LITTLE gal talk till 2.30. 2hrs straight n not sleepy.. wah. actually supposed to hav all the other gals staying over too! but they all pangseh me.... only teng the best lah haha. we watched 6hrs of -e zuo ju zhi wen- ytd though, didnt managed to do any hwk.

but we did today!!
joyce came over n do wif us. alright, actually we didnt really do MUCH. 3 hrs n i only managed to do ONE qns completely. the others all like ans a bit wrong or dunno de. haiz.

HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO PASS MY MID-YRS???
i need HELP!!!!
someone smart n dont mind teaching me? ps PLS.

Saturday, June 10, 20068:52 PMcLiCkFiVe
n i bought THE CLICK FIVE - GREETINGS FROM IMRIE HOUSE today! i personally tink 12 out of 13 songs.is nice lah really... u know? go listen. =)

JUST THE GIRL

She's cold and she's cruel but she knows what she's doing
She pushed me in the pool at our last school reunion
She laughs at my dreams but I dream about her laughter
As strange as it seems she's the one I'm after

Cause she's bittersweet
S he knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep coming back for more
She's just the girl I'm looking for

She can't keep a secret for more than an hour
She runs on one hundred proof attitude power
And the more she ignores me, the more I adore her
What can I do - I'd do anything for her

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep coming back for more
She's just the girl I'm looking for

And when she sees it me
On her caller ID
She won't pick up the phone
She'd rather be alone
But I can't give up just yet
Cause every word she's every said
Is still ringing in my head
Still ringing in my head

She's cold and she's cruel but she knows what she's doing
She knows just what to say so my whole day is ruined

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep coming back for more
Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep coming back for more
Oh I keep coming back for more

She's just the girl I'm looking for

7:20 PMmY wArDrObe
wahh my fingers r wobbling as i type out tis entry.

juz cleared my wardrobe!!!
all the misc. stuffs like the long-forgotten barbie dolls n posters etc... i see all my childhood companions! they look so friendly still. but i hav no choice lah, hav to throw them away! haiz.. along wif all the kawaii miniature kitchen stove, shopping baskets, bowls, cutlery, pots, cake, coke bottles, sink, toilet and stuffs.. noooooo! im going to miss them de. sobs. hah but i managed to keep the baby cradle! kelly looks so cute sleeping in it haha. next i threw away all the posters which doesnt hav my fav celebrities. i unexpectedly found 3 w-inds posters, 3 twins, 2 boy'z n 1 edison, haha (note: i didnt like these pple when i first bought the posters-- they hav been around for 2-3 yrs alr lah! omg so long). BOY'Z!! i miss the old them, why kenny leaves?? abandon steven loh, BAD BAD, dont like him.


Baby I'll take my chances with you
That's what I'm gonna do

Friday, June 9, 200610:46 PMMOT
wahhh spent another supposingly productive day surfing the web.

basically i wasnt doing much. juz reading tis very interesting blog by the name of MOT. more on the entertainment factor lah, cos i really got no where else to go to. im not trying to advertise for them haha, but ya, wanna share tis fantastic blog wif u pple. go read it if u are ANTI-twits! but dont force urself to if u easily get heart attack by juz seeing vulgarities n cant stand accuses. heh.

Thursday, June 8, 20069:14 PMmOviE

OVER THE HEDGE is very nice!
so is VERNE haha.

n the little kids in the same cinema theatre.. they were making cute noises, so adorable! then the movie was cute n funny too. dunno wat to say ya, juz go watch it urself bah. =D

very long never watch movie le! miss the cinema feel. wasnt really cold luckily, or else i would hav been frozen like tis morning in audi during chem lecture. phew.

Wednesday, June 7, 20063:01 AMaHhhhH
some things i couldnt get thru last nite, i feel tat i need to voice it out.

i understand tat pple cannot be greedy, or else it will lead to ur downfall.

honestly, im not a very greedy person,
i dont care bout the lottery scam mails in my inbox at all.

but all i wan is a little of my privacy pls. PLS PLS.

some things i dont go around saying, n i hope u dont go announce it to the world as well?

Monday, June 5, 20067:01 PMi MisS eR Hu
i LOVE ER HU!!!!!
n i miss the snco days.. hcico makes me green with envy. arghh. i wan to join hcico!! IF ONLY.

9:38 AMHCICO cOncErT
when for HCICO concert ytd at SCH. they were fantastic! really really gd. no wonder they are the best CO in singapore. XD

yup went to support sueee. but we saw quitee a no. of familiar faces there, like hong fei, yu hao, zhengyou, shouhao n daoteng. wahh they didnt change much, except for hong fei haha. omg i couldnt recognise him at all! not as shuai in my impression.
(not tat they rmb me anyway.......)

oh jonathan was cool. damn cool. like adriano liddat in his white poser specs. haha. he shouted OI! CLAP ARH! when the audience are supposed to clap during the encore song -da chang jin-. haha funny guy.

Saturday, June 3, 20068:42 PMjAp
今日の日本語授業はとても簡単じゃない！！
私は頭がわるいですから、
あまり分かりません。
そして、第二先生が嫌い。おもしろくないですねえ。

其の後、帰り道で　かわいい男の子を　みる。あの人はclick five の感じです。本当がとってもかわいいです！ですから、他の人はすきじゃない。ﾊﾊﾊﾊ!

ごめんなさい！私の日本語は上手じゃありません。あなたは分かりませんか？

Friday, June 2, 20065:36 PMNeW sHow!
ahhh i juz saw tat lin yi chen is going to hav a new drama up tis sat!!
wahhhh n i haven even watched finish -tian wai fei xian-.

but wat i wanna say is tis new drama title is called 東方朱麗葉. is reproduced from tis comic tokyo juliet, haha i tink they changed the name so tat it can be shown in taiwan. i got the whole series of tis comic! wahaha. n it's quite nice. should be similar bah. yeah im so looking forward to watching her in tis new drama!

Thursday, June 1, 20063:43 PMYi cHen
edited my blogskin!!haha i decided tat lin yi chen is sooo cute tat i ought to put her as the blogskin.
watched -tian wai fei xian-!
it's quite nice. she very cute inside! OMG i tink im getting more n more addicted to tis drama alr haha. i kop 40++ pics from the web! wahh.